Vibrations

Notes from the South (Le Grand - Chico, Bogota, Colombia, South America)

Boy, it has been a trip-

these last 6 years.

i don’t even recognize who i was pre-2020. i see pictures, or encounter a person who I thought was a good friend in the past and i feel entirely isolated from any feeling.

There is no sense of nostalgia of the “good times”, nor any rencor, just a profound numbing sadness of the time and energy wasted

and frequently- a sense of regret

regret of my personally CHOSEN behavior in the past

for most of my life.

BUT

since March 2020

overall

i feel good about the decisions I have made.

that regret has been/is being channelled into the raising of our children with the most humility to that fact- that I have been so very arrogant, status (academically-professionally) driven at some level, and essentially ego driven.

i was looking for love in all the wrong places.

so trite. so true.

My mind was captured by musical frequencies combined with mantras that went into my subconsious and made (influenced) me to make decisions that were essentially suicidal- whether gradual or dramatic.

I attempted to explain this to the brilliant (and humble Steve Young), author of the (best gift to give to anyone & re-read and re-read yourself) book “A Fool’s Wisdom”. I attended Confluence 2025 in Bandera, Texas and, along with Alec, Kelly, Dawn, Mike, Eileen, he was a huge reason I chose to attend-having bought and enjoyed his book right when published.

I think that there is a difference between frequencies and vibrations that is rarely explored. Frequency assumes an aspect of measurement. Vibrations, in my colloquial opinion, is more about that which cannot necessarily be measured but deeply felt and I am not sure that depth is available in frequencies. Frequencies are more about an overall effect which seeks to numb some aspect while activating another.. maybe? I have no idea. just riffing here.

whereas good vibes are just good vibes

they are occurring and you just know- this feels right.

is frequency more effective with targeting precisely because it is measured? why is the frequency important? is frequency the amount of times in a certain amount of time?

what is time again?

is it the “daily” cycle of the sun travelling across the sky and the darkness of it’s absence?

so we are measuring frequency ….

why?

does frequency exist without metals present?

I posit all metals -except maybe iron and I am just being careful here- are man -made.

I have an unpopular (but highly accepted among those 10 strangers a day i converse with one on one- since spring 2020) opinion / hypothesis:

Polarity is a hoax.

it’s all about harmony - the receptor and the charge, the female and the male, the ocean and the sun,

the sun penentrates the salty ocean-

but she has got to be receptive- if there are poisenous metal “clouds” = smoke expelled from industrial chemical processes separating her from her ball of salty gas lover the SUN her receptivity has been interrupted or weakened- as has His glorious pure electricity. Slow and Strong. That’s solar electricity. :)

and I have a salt theory for longevity that I describe on my formerly highly censored YouTube channel @Coherence8 or @coherence888 depends what country you are in and what the Google/ AI/ chatgpt lobbyists achieve in creating government communications agencies ( to patrol themselves - of course) within khazarian/freemasonic mafia led “nations”. I know most freemasons are good normal men and women just trying to get an advantage by being friends with the presumed powerful. I was big time into this, but truly - am almost embarrassed by my naivete. stupidity - did not take advantage - I think- but - maybe I did, in my own personal bizarre ego driven picture of my self -will need to think /reflect on it.

back to vibrations:

why not sink into the best vibrations? what are they? how do we identify good vibrations?

As a lover of music and dancing as long as I can remember, as well as having been blessed to grow up in nature- I have always been into vibrations. it’s how you approach an animal or even a bee buzzing around you. you manage your salt, stay in a space of harmony- not letting fear in- fear is BAAL- i.e. the globe ball, baseball, in some respects the buy-BAAL, and of course the main vector for superficial adoration is the creation of symBAALism using logos (modern definition of a simple picture/drawing to summarize an idea or feeling NOT articulated in words for all to understand nor discern)- and logos in Greek (Hebrew is Greek with a mask on by Joseph Yahuda, so go to Greek when you review Iesu’s words) means logic ( John 1:1) and I think that means natural law, which is truth- which is GOOD which is God. but they even stole the word logo!! and we let it happen!

we are being controlled by words and images. it is all a simulation. it is all fake.

If you are reading this, i imagine you( i feel so lonely at times I let my imagination run wild for self soothing that many of us feel the same) too have gone through quite a bit in realizing FINALLY the true character of family and friends you thought you knew- and “loved”. In my case, i was/am awakening to truth - or at least taking the decision to seek truth with all my soul and mind and it has been quite the revealing. In my naivete (I prefer stupidity but am told that’s too harsh- why? it is what it is), i thought family and chosen beloved friends, who one loved and presumed were all on the same side-pushing for joyous moments and days, long life, creating healthy traditions to imprint on our children, ALL just turned a very cold shoulder, or worse allowed &/or created back stabbing gossip. Know you are not alone.

Our live-music restaurant “Revellion Cultu Bar” in downtown Bogota, Colombia that we 3 partners built physically and operationally on our own- opened in November 2015, made a miniscule profit finally in December 2019. I was thrilled as owner operator with staff of 19+ musicians, after 4 years of investing every month to maintain employees (since my partners were all about government mafia payment paradigm they were all salaried). i have separated myseld from the restaurant operationally since Spring 2020 when i retired as GM stating to my partners that I had to dedicate my life to our children and the children of the world in seeking truth and sharing it cause it has all been

BULLSHIT

and there is a beautiful way out. I am on this journey and it is going swimmingly.

thank you for reading